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after that, the road; summerboysam
2018-11-11T19:31:03+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/works/14001657#main
Itsokaydean
ghost!sam suicidal!dean characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) genre:angst genre:horror archive:ao3 rating:R author:summerboysam fandom:supernatural length:0-5k pairing:samwinchester_deanwinchester(implied) extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:ff15b34328e4/
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Abide; anon
2018-11-02T21:31:30+00:00
https://spn-summergen.livejournal.com/275946.html
Itsokaydean
sam&dean reaper!dean sick!sam characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) characterdeath_(implied) genre:gen genre:hurt_comfort genre:angst archive:lj rating:pg challenge:summergen fandom:supernatural length:0-5k extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:3842e99a744e/
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thickned summer blood; xxamlaxx
2018-08-10T07:17:20+00:00
https://sharp-teeth.livejournal.com/2807.html?thread=513271#t513271
Itsokaydean
sam&dean characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) god!dean dean!killssam dean!turnsintoamonster archive:ao3 rating:R author:xxamlaxx challenge:sharp_teeth genre:horror fandom:supernatural length:0-5k s01ep11_coda season:01 extra:pdf pov:outsider
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:fd5ad19edc8c/
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fluid; wave_obscura
2018-08-10T07:03:36+00:00
https://sharp-teeth.livejournal.com/2807.html?thread=518647#t518647
Itsokaydean
sam&dean Castiel genre:horror physicallyhurt!sam characterdeath_(implied) characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) archive:lj author:wave_obscura challenge:sharp_teeth fandom:supernatural length:0-5k season:05 extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:aee32901e72a/
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Negative Space; honeylocusttree
2018-08-09T11:01:59+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/works/179230#main
Itsokaydean
genre:angst genre:horror characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(past) djinn!dean djinn!dream john!losesit archive:ao3 rating:pg-13 author:honeylocusttree challenge:sharp_teeth fandom:supernatural setting:pre-series length:0-5k season:01 extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:9d42ec2c5c63/
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the wind always at your back; De_Nugis
2018-08-04T09:43:31+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/works/441686
Itsokaydean
ghost!dean tired!sam archive:ao3 rating:pg-13 author:de_nugis characterdeath_(implied) characterdeath_(dean) genre:hurt_comfort challenge:springfling fandom:supernatural theme:established!relationship length:0-5k season:07 extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:6ab3bcee4dde/
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+ Close Your Eyes; kcscribbler
2018-06-25T10:16:48+00:00
https://spn-summergen.livejournal.com/230650.html
Itsokaydean
sam&dean genre:hurt_comfort genre:gen moc!dean Protective!Dean dean!killssam characterdeath_(sam) characterdeath_(dean) rescuer!sam archive:lj rating:pg-13 author:kcscribbler challenge:summergen fandom:supernatural setting:pre-series story:favorite length:0-5k season:10 extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:e6366c99e84d/
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Unasked; astolat
2018-06-02T11:40:32+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/works/164480
Itsokaydean
pining!sam pining!dean genre:hurt_comfort genre:angst suicidal!sam suicidal!dean powers!Sam jealous!sam physicallyhurt!sam characterdeath_(temporary) characterdeath_(dean) sam!savesdean archive:ao3 rating:R author:astolat fandom:supernatural theme:first!kiss length:5-10k season:02 extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:5924a81ef293/
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This Far, No Further; nwspaprtaxis
2018-04-28T21:26:41+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/works/623722#main
Itsokaydean
sam&dean genre:angst genre:horror characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) boys!gotoheaven brokenwall!sam physicallyhurt!sam emotionallyhurt!sam emotionallyhurt!dean suicidal!dean dean!killssam archive:ao3 rating:R author:nwspaprtaxis challenge:*bang ao3!collection fandom:supernatural length:5-10k season:07 extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:34cfab0120b9/
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Smoke gets in my eyes; fleshflutter
2018-04-09T19:34:29+00:00
https://fleshflutter.livejournal.com/119288.html
Itsokaydean
dean_omc dean!saysyestoYED dean_azazel kidnapped!dean sexuallyabused!dean dean_meg Possessed!Dean rescuer!sam exorcised!dean suicidal!dean characterdeath_(dean) physicallyhurt!dean emotionallyhurt!dean oblivious!sam characterdeath_(temporary) genre:angst archive:lj unhappy!ending author:fleshflutter rating:nc-17 au:raisedseparately tw:non-con fandom:supernatural length:0-5k extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean attribute:dw_bleak!dean
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:53ac5de395eb/
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Achieving Indigo; rheasilvia
2018-04-05T09:57:22+00:00
https://rheasilvia.livejournal.com/22482.html
Itsokaydean
ghost!dean characterdeath_(dean) sexuallyfrustrated!sam sexuallyfrustrated!dean genre:hurt_comfort genre:humor archive:lj author:rheasilvia rating:nc-17 ghost_verse fandom:supernatural theme:established!relationship length:0-5k season:01 pairing:sam_dean
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:375577378acd/
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The Axe that Clears the Forest; riyku
2018-03-15T20:32:46+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/works/1175888#main
Itsokaydean
characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) resurrected!sam resurrected!dean genre:horror genre:angst archive:ao3 author:riyku rating:nc-17 challenge:reversebang fandom:supernatural theme:established!relationship length:10-15k extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean pov:outsider
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:98b8a364e1d9/
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One Shot; InsaneTrollLogic
2018-02-28T18:35:16+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/works/1349374#main
Itsokaydean
mary!lives ghost!dean ghost!sam characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) timetravel genre:angst genre:gen boys!savemary archive:ao3 author:insanetrolllogic rating:pg-13 fandom:supernatural length:0-5k extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:f2353e1c201e/
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Closing Time Universe; 9091
2018-02-24T19:21:21+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/series/16964
Itsokaydean
characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) physicallyhurt!dean archive:ao3 author:9091 genre:angst fandom:supernatural theme:established!relationship length:5-10k extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean setting:future theme:retirement attribute:dw_bartender!dean verse:closingtime attribute:dw_old!dean attribute:sw_older!sam attribute:sw_deal!sam attribute:sw_bartender!sam
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:03b5adcd0865/
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Behold, A Pale Horse; cherie_morte
2018-01-23T09:39:27+00:00
http://archiveofourown.org/works/10552922
Itsokaydean
characterdeath_(temporary) characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) death!dean sam!keepshunting sam!keepsdying reaper!dean suicidal!sam Protective!Dean sam!killsdean post-trials!sam rating:nc-17 author:cherie_morte archive:ao3 physicallyhurt!dean genre:angst emotionallyhurt!dean physicallyhurt!sam emotionallyhurt!sam challenge:*bang fandom:supernatural length:15-20k season:08 extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:60510024aa4f/
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The Ghosts You Know; minviendha (Lise)
2018-01-20T08:37:45+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/works/394596#main
Itsokaydean
sam&dean characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) ghost!sam ghost!dean archive:ao3 rating:pg author:minviendha_(lise) fandom:supernatural length:0-5k extra:pdf attribute:sw_angry!sam theme:rescue attribute:misc_rescuer!bobby
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:0d4a1f4a7427/
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This Ain't Madness; minviendha (Lise)
2018-01-19T21:20:58+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/works/395433#main
Itsokaydean
insane!dean characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) characterdeath_(temporary) dean!saysyes grieving!dean archive:ao3 author:minviendha_(lise) rating:pg-13 genre:gen genre:angst challenge:sharp_teeth fandom:supernatural length:0-5k extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:2cc09e111e98/
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And Number the Stars; minviendha (Lise)
2018-01-19T20:52:24+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/works/395488#main
Itsokaydean
john!lives grieving!sam characterdeath_(dean) archive:ao3 author:minviendha_(lise) rating:pg-13 fandom:supernatural season:02 extra:pdf attribute:sw_angry!sam
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:fbab193e0f2e/
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+ A Sinner In the Hands of an Angry God; minviendha (Lise)
2018-01-19T20:29:35+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/works/395745#main
Itsokaydean
sam&dean characterdeath_(implied) characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) dean!killssam desperate!dean hallucinating!dean archive:ao3 author:minviendha_(lise) rating:R sinner_verse physicallyhurt!sam challenge:sharp_teeth fandom:supernatural story:favorite length:0-5k extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:969308d040f0/
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Falling as the World Falls Down; cleflink
2017-12-10T23:13:02+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/works/934293#main
Itsokaydean
boyking!sam evil!sam characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(temporary) rating:pg-13 archive:ao3 post-season5 wings!sam author:cleflink unrequited!sam(dean) challenge:evil_sam genre:angst fandom:supernatural length:5-10k extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:deedfb8d7cc1/
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Abide; sevenfists
2017-11-30T15:27:56+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/works/10739454#main
Itsokaydean
sam&dean characterdeath_(dean) grieving!sam author:sevenfists archive:ao3 rating:nc-17 genre:angst fandom:supernatural length:0-5k extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:57884d1e82a3/
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hello; Askance
2017-07-22T11:38:48+00:00
http://archiveofourown.org/works/2121138
Itsokaydean
characterdeath_(dean) ghost!dean archive:ao3 author:askance tattoed!sam rating:pg-13 genre:angst fandom:supernatural theme:established!relationship length:0-5k extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:7ecdc4d729d8/
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Day Seventy-Four; caranfindel
2017-02-12T14:04:07+00:00
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3890269
Itsokaydean
sam&dean worried!sam tired!sam caretaker!dean characterdeath_(dean) author:caranfindel archive:ao3 ptsd!sam rating:pg-13 genre:gen genre:angst genre:hurt_comfort physicallyhurt!dean emotionallyhurt!sam fandom:supernatural length:0-5k s03ep11_coda season:03 extra:pdf theme:amnesia attribute:dw_amnesiac!dean
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:60aaf9912d2f/
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I'd Gladly Lose Me To Find You; flawedamythyst
2017-01-07T16:30:30+00:00
http://archiveofourown.org/works/2215497
Itsokaydean
electivemutism!sam sam!savesdean rating:nc-17 Protective!Sam worried!sam author:flawedamythyst archive:ao3 characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(temporary) genre:domestic genre:angst genre:hurt_comfort physicallyhurt!dean emotionallyhurt!sam fandom:supernatural theme:first!time setting:canon_divergence length:30-40k season:03 extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean setting:future theme:retirement
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:34d55de45687/
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+ On the Dodge; candle_beck
2017-01-06T12:38:31+00:00
https://archiveofourown.org/works/206902
Itsokaydean
cowboyhunter!dean cowboyhunter!sam psychic!sam pining!dean characterdeath_(implied) characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) Protective!Dean author:candle_beck archive:ao3 rating:nc-17 physicallyhurt!sam physicallyhurt!dean au:western fandom:supernatural theme:first!time story:favorite length:30-40k extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean setting:au
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:58d57db32426/
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And If I Show You My Dark Side (Will You Still Hold Me Tonight); ratherastory
2016-12-22T05:32:01+00:00
http://archiveofourown.org/works/1397023
Itsokaydean
author:ratherastory sick!sam Protective!Dean suicidal!sam paula archive:ao3 characterdeath_(sam) characterdeath_(dean) rating:R sam!killsdean sam!killshimself genre:angst fandom:supernatural theme:established!relationship length:0-5k season:09 extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean
https://pinboard.in/
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:28f1a853327d/
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No Line on the Horizon; shtuff
2016-11-24T13:46:29+00:00
https://m.fanfiction.net/s/5079415/1/
Itsokaydean
sam&dean sick!Dean Protective!Sam rating:pg-13 archive:ffnet author:shtuff characterdeath_(dean) genre:gen genre:angst emotionallyhurt!sam StanfordEra *deleted_havepdf fandom:supernatural setting:pre-series length:5-10k extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:6444eecf6a27/
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+ From the Desk of Dantalion; buffyaddict13
2016-10-01T19:10:01+00:00
http://buffyaddict13.livejournal.com/9119.html#cutid1
Itsokaydean
sam&dean author:buffyaddict13 archive:lj rating:pg-13 genre:gen genre:humor genre:angst characterdeath_(dean) physicallyhurt!sam characterdeath_(john) fandom:supernatural challenge:*misc story:favorite length:0-5k extra:pdf pov:outsider
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:64b5a8532b03/
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+ 491; Askance
2016-09-29T09:06:40+00:00
http://archiveofourown.org/works/8137417
Itsokaydean
sam&dean ghost!dean suicidal!sam depressed!sam archive:ao3 rating:g author:askance genre:gen genre:angst characterdeath_(dean) challenge:summergen characterdeath_(sam) characterdeath_(implied) fandom:supernatural story:favorite length:0-5k extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:d45e36f9f18b/
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Sea story; chakatai
2016-08-08T10:08:33+00:00
http://archiveofourown.org/works/7662202?view_full_work=true
Itsokaydean
mermaid!sam worried!dean suicidal!dean psychoticbreak!dean author:chakatai archive:ao3 rating:r genre:angst genre:horror characterdeath_(sam) characterdeath_(dean) physicallyhurt!sam fandom:supernatural length:10-15k pairing:samwinchester_deanwinchester(implied) extra:pdf setting:future theme:retirement attribute:sw_bodyhorror!sam
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:10d5e5b3667f/
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Desperation takes hold; someblazingstar
2016-07-31T19:28:07+00:00
http://someblazingstar.livejournal.com/39015.html
Itsokaydean
evil!sam sam!saysyes author:someblazingstar rating:r archive:lj sexuallyabused!dean characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(temporary) fandom:supernatural challenge:salt_burn_porn emotionallyhurt!sam emotionallyhurt!dean physicallyhurt!dean physicallyhurt!sam genre:angst sam!killsdean length:0-5k s05ep14_coda extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:208379f0b8b0/
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+ Promise me; sytaxia
2016-06-03T22:49:52+00:00
http://hoodie-time.livejournal.com/119369.html?thread=905801
Itsokaydean
ghost!dean protective!dean haunted!sam archive:lj author:sytaxia rating:pg-13 genre:gen genre:angst sam&dean characterdeath_(dean) challenge:hoodie_time oblivious!dean oblivious!sam characterdeath_(john) fandom:supernatural story:favorite length:0-5k length:5-10k season:01 extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:4c20a2952ec6/
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I will follow you into the dark; blackrabbit42
2016-03-31T09:58:40+00:00
http://spnspringfling.livejournal.com/117162.html
Itsokaydean
caretaker!sam author:blackrabbit42 archive:lj rating:r characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) genre:angst sam!killsdean sam!killshimself challenge:springfling fandom:supernatural length:0-5k extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean attribute:dw_alzheimer!dean author:b setting:future theme:retirement
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:ddea4d7dbe36/
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Habanera; saraid
2016-03-02T16:15:10+00:00
http://saraid.livejournal.com/74742.html
Itsokaydean
zombie!dean Protective!Sam genre:humor characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(temporary) author:saraid archive:lj rating:nc-17 fandom:supernatural theme:established!relationship length:5-10k extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:9fa8ed5feb34/
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I am become Death, shatterer of worlds; marishna
2016-02-07T00:02:24+00:00
http://marishna.livejournal.com/282159.html
Itsokaydean
suicidal!dean suicidal!sam characterdeath_(sam) characterdeath_(dean) archive:lj author:marishna rating:nc-17 physicallyhurt!dean emotionallyhurt!sam emotionallyhurt!dean genre:angst genre:zombies!ap fandom:supernatural theme:first!time length:5-10k extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean attribute:dw_bitten!dean
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:f9487fffb27c/
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Urban Legend; fools_game
2016-01-29T10:06:05+00:00
http://fools-game.livejournal.com/359.html?format=light
Itsokaydean
ghost!dean ghost!sam characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) genre:angst genre:gen archive:lj author:fools_game rating:pg-13 fandom:supernatural length:0-5k extra:pdf pov:outsider
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:57e2287d1b0c/
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+ DEATH-DEALER, SOUL-STEALER; nynxlynx
2015-12-16T22:51:29+00:00
http://nynxlynx.livejournal.com/3260.html
Itsokaydean
inhell!dean dark!sam desperate!sam rating:nc-17 author:nynxlynx archive:lj characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) genre:angst challenge:bigbang tw:dub-con fandom:supernatural setting:alt!universe story:favorite length:30-40k season:04 extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean attribute:dw_altuniverse!dean attribute:sw_altuniverse!sam attribute:sw_bamf!sam attribute:dw_bleak!dean
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:fad78b1a09b3/
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As Night Comes On; geminigrl11
2015-12-01T14:57:08+00:00
http://geminigrl11.livejournal.com/9074.html?format=light
Itsokaydean
author:geminigrl11 sam&dean archive:lj rating:pg-13 genre:gen genre:angst paralyzed!sam physicallyhurt!dean physicallyhurt!sam characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(sam) fandom:supernatural length:0-5k season:01 extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:b9b4edf4b4d4/
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Thirty Minutes; vail_kagami
2015-11-20T10:33:53+00:00
http://vail-kagami.livejournal.com/136953.html
Itsokaydean
tortured!sam sexuallyabused!sam characterdeath_(sam) suicidal!dean characterdeath_(dean) author:vail_kagami rating:R archive:lj fandom:supernatural genre:angst genre:horror physicallyhurt!sam emotionallyhurt!dean tw:non-con length:0-5k season:06 extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:c85fda7787d8/
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At Night; pixel_0
2015-11-16T12:48:13+00:00
http://pixel-0.livejournal.com/3342.html
Itsokaydean
sam&dean physicallyhurt!dean emotionallyhurt!sam characterdeath_(dean) author:pixel_0 rating:pg-13 archive:lj genre:gen genre:angst fandom:supernatural length:0-5k s01ep12_coda season:01 extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:7c5bfc60fb53/
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Last Truce; rheasilvia
2015-11-03T11:00:23+00:00
http://rheasilvia.livejournal.com/21664.html?format=light
Itsokaydean
ghost!dean sam&dean grieving!sam characterdeath_(dean) sam!smashesthecar archive:lj author:rheasilvia rating:pg-13 genre:gen genre:hurt_comfort ghost_verse fandom:supernatural length:0-5k s01ep12_coda season:01 extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:a22af6a6a625/
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We were twenty; elohvee
2015-10-10T21:47:43+00:00
http://elohvee.livejournal.com/317496.html
Itsokaydean
author:elohvee permanentlyinjured!sam grieving!sam rating:nc-17 archive:lj characterdeath_(dean) emotionallyhurt!sam physicallyhurt!sam genre:angst boys!settledown challenge:bigbang fandom:supernatural length:30-40k extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean setting:future theme:retirement
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:df927685aaed/
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Conditions; drvsilla
2015-10-04T09:43:36+00:00
http://drvsilla.livejournal.com/1655.html
Itsokaydean
genre:angst characterdeath_(dean) dean!ontheceiling physicallyhurt!sam emotionallyhurt!sam desperate!sam sam!triestosavedean archive:lj author:drvsilla rating:nc-17 fandom:supernatural theme:established!relationship length:5-10k season:01 extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:ce5a5dcc841d/
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Same Time Next Year; apreludetoanend
2015-09-22T00:18:31+00:00
http://apreludetoanend.livejournal.com/92602.html
Itsokaydean
sam_jess rating:pg-13 ghost!dean author:apreludetoanend archive:lj genre:angst emotionallyhurt!sam emotionallyhurt!dean characterdeath_(dean) characterdeath_(past) fandom:supernatural length:0-5k season:01 extra:pdf
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:50cdeaf56a09/
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Like a Fish Out of Water; nyxocity
2015-09-14T18:33:42+00:00
http://archiveofourown.org/works/425939/chapters/715369
Itsokaydean
pining!sam freakedout!dean pining!dean author:nyxocity kink:dirtytalk kink:d/s_(undertones) characterdeath_(temporary) characterdeath_(dean) rating:nc-17 archive:ao3 genre:domestic genre:humor genre:angst human!Castiel genre:slowburn fandom:supernatural theme:first!time length:50-60k extra:pdf pairing:sam_dean genre:post-apocalypse setting:future theme:retirement
https://pinboard.in/u:Itsokaydean/b:12b16e500647/