Pinboard (Calixtev) https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/public/ recent bookmarks from Calixtev "I'm not a child now. my mental facilities have been untouched by my transformation; it is only my physical body. Unless" Sherlock's expression shutters closed. "You are no longer attracted to me?" Real minefields never felt this treacherous. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2727.html?thread=5132455#t5132455 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn deaged hormones insecure selfconcious unattractive https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:682b68474e9f/ "You, my dear John, are having way too much fun with this. I think we should skip dessert and go home. It's been a full day." At the unexpected endearment, John stumbled into the table. Sherlock reached out an arm to steady him 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=3640534#t3640534 Calixtev read readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash fortunecookie friendship fluff MYDEARJOHN crush AStudyinPink https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:88a3ca48f544/ I mean what he did to make you go along with that, with... having sex with him!” “He... asked?” He sighed theatrically. “Honestly, it’s not that big a deal, John. On odd occasions, Mycroft and I have had sex. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2649814#t2649814 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship readsherlockmycroft sherlockmycroft Holmescest fantasy https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:2da1b253030d/ Too bad, bitches, the boy is mine. SH 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://stephomi.livejournal.com/2194.html Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn askout toolate Andersonloses Sallyloses loses humor establishedrelationship textmessage bitchy bragging https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:2efcc18851f1/ Her posture is perfect, with a bit of emphasis on her curve of her hips. Her smile is bright and charming, but the eyes, the eyes are all predator. The man she is talking to is nothing to her. He merely has something that she wants. This is Irene Adler. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=1501247#t1501247 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn establishedrelationship theater coatroom blackmail https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:baf90bb328af/ John had learned from the beginning to ride the storm waves and hang on for the ride. He assumed that was how they had managed to have sex. Twice. Before they had even kissed. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://archiveofourown.org/works/106783 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship kiss firstkiss oral handjob blowoffsteam andrenalinerush https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:7277bf7163b9/ "Your plural marriage to your job and me does not appear to get you much action." "many people, you included, seem to require sex; I do not share that impulse. Sex doesn't hold the same interest for me as intellectual pursuits." 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://archiveofourown.org/series/4332 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn asexuality married Baron title peerage propose hospital establishedrelationship https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:21ab13aad97a/ at the same time that Sherlock says "John," and looks at him, and then Sherlock starts forward and kisses him. Kisses him. Eagerly, breathing hard. He backs off before John can react, and he looks almost shy, and John's heart goes cold all over. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2727.html?thread=5188775#t5188775 Calixtevread readgen gen readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn unrequitedlove straight angst embarrassed kiss https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:be88d37d3732/ Sherlock's hands gripped him in a way that was slightly painful in their desperation. He came all over John before they had the chance to properly touch each other 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=3408598#t3408598 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship demon readjohndemon johndemon angst ignore inexperienced AR https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:269901494e67/ Sherlock’s long limbs wound around John in passive possessiveness; John nestled his face in the crook of Sherlock’s neck, one arm thrown across Sherlock’s narrow chest. Lestrade wasn’t sure what to do. “Bloody hell!” the PC sniggered. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2450134#t2450134 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn fluff cuddle unexpectedvisitors https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:58ef5d1998d8/ Sherlock was now staring at John, wide-eyed, intrigued. He loved the way John sounded--commanding, holier-than-thou, dominant. He was reminiscent of Sherlock, himself. Seeing himself in John was invigorating 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2380502#t2380502 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn grammar kink competence comeinpants humor interview https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:7229c076286d/ They don’t sleep together. They don’t sit on the couch together. They don’t kiss unless they’re in bed together, and it’s not something Sherlock will initiate 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=14399#t14399 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn establishedrelationship angst notouching ignore phonecall apologize condescend https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:a0ede5178376/ If you leave me my life will be a bleak and empty shell, bereft of joy and sunshine! You make me human, which is ironic because I have never been one of you spectacularly ignorant mortals!” 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://archiveofourown.org/works/223368 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn requitedlove propose unicorn crack AU TheGreatGame mateforlife https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:716bee86f3f1/ “I don’t know,” Sherlock replied after a moment’s thought. His voice didn’t sound too steady either. “You’ve had more experience at this than I have.” “With women.” Sherlock actually trembled. “Are you saying you’ve never done this 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://17pansies.livejournal.com/4860.html Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn mutualhandjobs frottage firsttime firstguy virgin sherlockvirgin https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:b4d1bada4573/ “But--” Sherlock stammers, even though the urge is already rising unstoppably to the brink. More pressure, John's warm palm right there where he's tender and aching. “Ah, god--” With a sharp gasp, Sherlock pisses himself. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2727.html?thread=4868007#t4868007 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn peedesperation peeshispants dryfuck crimescene https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:9e95c9aca669/ John wants to know if they still taste like smoke, whether he can still taste Sherlock beneath it all, or if he's shrouding himself like he always does, and it's left to John to peel back all the layers, Walls of inexperience and excuses 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://alphabetatoast.livejournal.com/103106.html Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash smoking inexperienced newrelationship nosex https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:462bb683256a/ Then, other sensations started registering, all of them Sherlock: his warm panting breath on his temple, the hand on his stomach (seemingly unaware of the mess he was making), his burning cock between his thighs, the coarse pubic hair against his skin 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2698966#t2698966 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn establishedrelationship intercruralsex handjob nocondoms https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:67ffa31ba2c6/ John covered his face. He wanted to call Sherlock an idiot, but remembered that if that was the only relationship Sherlock had or attempted to have then there was almost no way for him to know exactly what was wrong with it. John lifted his head. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2340054#t2340054 Calixtev read readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship readsherlockomc sherlockomc breakup abuse pastabuse inexperienced https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:b8947b23f757/ It turns out to be even harder to walk in high heels than John had thought it would be. It doesn't take long for his embarrassment to turn to annoyance. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://archiveofourown.org/works/107488 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash highheels flirting mud xdress https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:3597d5f5f38f/ If Sherlock hadn’t told her that he was married to his work, Watson would find herself wondering whether his hand had lingered on hers, or if he was fussing over her longer than usual 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=895807#t895807 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn johnfemale genderfuck het TheBlindBanker newrelationship readjohnomc johnomc https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:419a4602a3c8/ "When I am touched," he says, "the results are unpleasant for you and for me." "Oh," says John. He would have to be an idiot to not get that part, but he humors Sherlock anyway 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=599615#t599615 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship establishedrelationship ily angst romance autism hyperstimulation stimuli touching touchtoomuch holdhands fistbump https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:33be75d40277/ "You are beautiful." "I need you not to," says Sherlock. "I need you not to question me about this, John, please? There are things --" He stops, rubs his forehead, and gives John a look that's more naked and vulnerable 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2727.html?thread=6732711#t6732711 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn establishedrelationship beautiful trigger pastabuse explain https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:dc832ac709e2/ "I really don't think you understand what a 'date' means still." "I do," The detective argued, "I questioned Mycroft about the origin. It's what two people go on when they're interested in each other and wish to further the relationship." 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=4020694#t4020694 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash date awkward definition https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:8193d2daeba0/ "I...uhm...I like the way your body looks, okay!" "Might I ask, on what level? Objectively, subjectively, medically, esthetically, sexually, abstractly...." "Yes," John answered crisply, almost laughing at the absurdity of his predicament. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=3325398#t3325398 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash attractive thin slender sexy https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:973ffddd4475/ "It was my choice, Sherlock, it was my-- fucking-- unfaithfulness, all right?" "I might have avoided falling in love with you," Sherlock finished, eyes finally meeting John's, face frighteningly blank. "It's my fault, John, that I didn't." 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2684630#t2684630 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn readjohnofc johnofc angst cheating infidelity establishedrelationship https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:1c4367254586/ “Sherlock, what the bloody hell are you doing?” “Trying to determine whether or not it's possible for a man who is inexperienced with anal sex to reach orgasm solely from being penetrated.” 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=1930559#t1930559 Calixtev read readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn sherlocksexual fingering objectpen sextoys experiment handjob inexperienced EPICPORN https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:232358334eea/ "You could have just asked me round the normal way. 'We're having a dinner for Passover, do you want to come?' 'Yes, Sherlock, that sounds great.'" "I didn't expect I would invite you," Sherlock says, making things worse by way of attempted apology. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=906047#t906047 Calixtevread readgen gen readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash seder passover familydinner invitation https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:8f05b65e1c6c/ "Couldn't be," he knocks on the door. The force of the knock pushes it open, and Donovan's breath catches in her throat. Lestrade stands there numbly. "What do you want?" Sherlock grits out, kneeling with each leg on either side of John's hips. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=930879#t930879 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn establishedrelationship secretrelationship caughtintheact accidentalvoyeurs https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:03f3f5e343fd/ but every time he looked into the mirror, Sherlock’s eyes were still closed. That dreamy expression had intensified if anything, and John found himself unwilling to pronounce the task complete. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://17pansies.livejournal.com/4447.html Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash friendship cuthair hairkink conditioner massagehead massage https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:e882d02283c9/ After the shirts are out of the way, John's hands move naturally towards their trousers, and that's when Sherlock freezes up. He tugs at John's hands, placing them back on his chest and nipples, and John gets the message and kisses him again 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2727.html?thread=7021223#t7021223http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2727.html?thread=7021223#t7021223 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship smallcock selfconcious acceptance https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:719576f5ff2c/ John Watson is a good man who came back from war believing himself to be a monster. Sherlock knew that the second they met. He also recognised immediately that John was mistaken. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=4127958#t4127958 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn establishedrelationship AU werewolf johnwerewolf packmentality angst save savelife vampire https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:5f7af65d341b/ John pauses, trying not to blush any further at 'renewed,' the man doesn't mean it like that. The intent look and half-taunting grin on Sherlock's face is not helpful, and he gives up in self-defense. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2895062#t2895062 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash massage unrequitedlove https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:230add49c8bf/ When the woman sputtered slightly and heaved a huge breath, John smiled at her before flashing a huge grin at Sherlock, who felt a warm surge in his lower belly and to his horror, his cock twitch slightly. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2644950#t2644950 Calixtevread readgen gen readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash CPR accidentalarousal https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:011931436e44/ What he got, was Sherlock standing in the middle of the living room, wearing a corset, holding up two pairs of women's shoes. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2200534#t2200534 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash crossdress corset laceup accidentalarousal serialkiller selfconcious https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:aa535470baae/ Sherlock suddenly stood up, glaring at his brother. It was better seeing some life in those dark eyes- even anger- then none at all. “James Moriarty is his name, Mycroft! He flopped back down, “There is no John Watson, there was never a John Watson.? 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=1094463#t1094463 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship unrequitedlove requitedlove misunderstanding mindfuck TheGreatGame AR alternateending notMoriarty fakeidentity shot depression hospital firstguy https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:461f9f69ff11/ He looks down at John with clear eyes, looking suddenly frustrated with John’s inability to infer his meaning. “I already care,” he says. “Oh,” John says. Sherlock starts to turn away, then stops. He touches John’s hand, just a brief press of 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=860479#t860479 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn TheGreatGame preslash hospital care angst canoncompliant https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:43f88a36aab3/ But I would think it's self-evident that I'm not him" "It's not. If I could classify people like that I would have avoided David entirely." "You can't trust your judgement." "Yes". 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://archiveofourown.org/works/106014 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship readsherlockomc sherlockomc physicalabuse pastabuse pastrelationship cocaine addiction doesntdate https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:6002c4321c4e/ John smiled and prompted his friend, reminding him of his advice- “someone he loved.” They stared at each other for a moment before Sherlock looked away and made his second guess. Slowly, so slowly, he typed out: S…H…E…R…L…O…C…K 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2727.html?thread=7004327#t7004327 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash humor fluff password https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:caea2d652dd2/ It should bother you. Things are dim now, faded.Just a bit. Like the world has been left out in the sun for too long. Everything dull and pre-written, entirely bereft of intrigue. It's not the kind of life you imagined you would be able to tolerate. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=4291286#t4291286 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn establishedrelationship antidepressants depression angst differences https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:97f11d266ea9/ John could barely breathe as Sherlock brought his lips next to his ear and – impossibly – lowered his voice even further. “I’d also like the chance to get to know you more…thoroughly.” 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://yminga.livejournal.com/1851.html Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship AU medieval knight prince princess king poison https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:af1d0aab4c11/ And now Sherlock was shaking anal beads at him, asking to use them for the sake of science. It was a bit much. He took a deep breath, and then another. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2589398#t2589398 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn establishedrelationship analbeads analsex science experiment https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:0cb77be04572/ John wants his lover to stop thinking, to have a moments peace. The bed is creaking under the weight of them and John is sure Mrs Hudson can hear them. Perhaps the whole street. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=1954879#t1954879 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn establishedrelationship control giveupcontrol loudsex https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:147066ecedb6/ ‘That shirt is new,’ he remarked. ‘This another one of his apologies?’ Sherlock didn’t answer, but the way his shoulders twitched told Lestrade he had scored a direct hit. ‘Christ,’ he muttered in disgust. ‘What a cunt. Why are you still w 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=1108543#t1108543 Calixtevread readgen gen readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship establishedrelationship friendship lestradeisawesome angst noncon physicalabuse hospital bruise readsherlockomc sherlockomc oral handjob rescue newyearseve https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:1dde28763e0e/ She is struck by how young he suddenly seems. "Sherlock," she says quietly as she places her hand on his, "have you ever considered that John Watson might not be the only person in the world?" "He is Mrs Hudson. He is to me." 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://warriorbot.livejournal.com/1185.html Calixtevread readgen gen readjohnsarah johnsarah newrelationship readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn unrequitedlove loveatfirststight confidant canoncompliant heartbreaking https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:dfdef9a7282f/ Clambers on top of Sherlock, pinning him down on the sofa and tickling him deliberately, finding the most sensitive spots and returning to them again and again with increasing success.Inside of the thighs. Unexpected choice. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://fengirl88.livejournal.com/4079.html Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship establishedrelationship humor tickle bondage blackeye sexgames Either/Or https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:a94932762ea1/ Ignoring the man's irritation, Donovan grabbed his wrist and waved it slowly in front of the room. "This, gentlemen, is an engagement ring. He's getting married 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2727.html?thread=6884007#t6884007 Calixtevread readgen gen engaged engagementring humor sherlockjohn sherlockbbc readsherlockjohn establishedrelationship https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:16e56e673861/ And Sherlock hadn't pulled out. Lying there, with a cock inside him, not doing anything, felt extremely strange. "Sherlock?" John tried again. Sherlock let out a soft snore. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=4253654#t4253654 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn establishedrelationship sleeptogether cockinside sleep https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:b01aff361b0c/ “Obvious. I am emotionally and sexually attracted to you and I don’t want to see you date anyone else.” Sherlock kissed John’s forehead. John nodded. He smiled. “It’s about time.” 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2786518#t2786518 Calixtevread readjohnmarym johnmarym readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship date readjohnclara johnclara readjohnomc johnomc readjohnofc johnofc interrupt 5times 5timessherlockinterruptedjohnsdate https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:012bf39c7c91/ “So, John, will you marry me?” John ducked away from Anderson as he tried to think of a way to get him out of the flat without doing anything illegal. Like punching him in the face, which was sounding like an increasingly good idea. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2646230#t2646230 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship beautyandthebeast AR propose rejection rose anniversary roommates https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:d5268c30efc2/ But then John would want more. At dinner he would expect his hand to caressed over a bowl of pasta and on evenings in he would expect to held affectionately in the dark. Sherlock knows nothing of affection, of passion, of romance. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2137814#t2137814 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship inlovewith romancenovel movie romance run confesslove ily https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:770896faf6da/ Sherlock wanted to apologise. This wasn't a game any more, he wasn't sacrificing a rook to gain access to the opposition's king. It wasn't anything so simple, it was all dirtied with emotions and hatred and guilt. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=875839#t875839 Calixtevread sherlockmoriarty readsherlockmoriarty noncon TheGreatGame readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn exchange oral analsex https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:7842a0774a9b/ This *woman* clearly made him happier than Sherlock could. He wished, for a spilt second, that he had normal emotional functions so that he could understand what it was about John’s relationship with this woman he hated so much. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=1087#t1087 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship readjohnanthea johnanthea kiss date jealousy https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:9203ef72a250/ ‘I would be without you. You….you are the first friend I’ve ever had. If you had died, I would have been alone. Again. And then who would I talk to? Because the skull is gone.’ 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://lisson17.livejournal.com/34086.html Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship TheBlindBanker angst leave kiss lonely alone https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:1e571c16d891/ But this…this was something entirely different. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2727.html?thread=5308839#t5308839 Calixtev read readjohnsarah johnsarah establishedrelationship breakup cheating infidelity moveintogether readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash het grocerystore shopping loveatfirststight AR https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:00a4c0d1b9e6/ Sherlock Holmes sleeps diagonally across the bed.John can see how the habit developed. Unfortunately, like any of Sherlock’s other habits, there is little point trying to break it. You can try, but you will fail. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/7815.html?thread=35652487#t35652487 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn establishedrelationship sleeptogether weird sleep position attire talkinsleep https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:44d1fd34a04d/ Sherlock's hole was swollen and red, after John fucked him for too long. Ejaculate was leaking from it and running a white trail down his thigh.John pressed a light kiss to the swollen flesh, enjoying the intake of breath Sherlock gave. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=3012566#t3012566 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn establishedrelationship barebacksex aftermath handjob care https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:c8a48d49388d/ As he went to get into bed, he pressed himself up against John, laying his palm against John’s tummy. “You suit your curves, John. I wouldn’t.” “Bed,” was all John said in response. Sherlock obeyed. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2698198#t2698198 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship establishedrelationship feeder gainweight sickness foodfetish fatfetish fat https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:5b6aed20f8e7/ John is the only person he will ever love, he knows that in the way he knows everything else – with blinding certainty. But he shares John with the world.They all tug him away so that Sherlock has to pull him back. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=1926719#t1926719 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn establishedrelationship bruise hickey firstkiss possessive angst vulnerability obsession planmurder onlylove https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:1bdbe890ac5b/ “John and I are not shagging, as you so eloquently put it. Keep your extraordinarily large nose out my life.” You see the sympathy and the understanding in Lestrade’s eyes. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=1210175#t1210175 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship unrequitedlove requitedlove 5times 5timesjohnslovewasunrequited hideincloset pretendrelationship pretendboyfriend https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:ddbe4ab14de0/ “Mark me,” he said, and was shocked to hear his gruff, ordinary, doctor’s voice saying such extraordinary words. “John—?” Sherlock said, looking up at him again, uncharacteristically unsure 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=235839#t235839 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn comeuntouched knife knifeplay scarred marking blood kink https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:544051221c6b/ “I don’t touch.” “You don’t--?” John was confused, “What? You mean—not at all?” Sherlock shook his head. “But you still--?” Sherlock nodded. “Oh,” John said, flummoxed, “But how do you--?” “you can ask me to do anything at 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=129087#t129087 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship masturbation mutualmasturbation order voyeurism voyeur notouching https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:cdf4210f1542/ Harry was sprawled out on the couch, with Sherlock Holmes pinning her down. Their faces were smashed together and they were snogging . Okay, not just snogging, but going at it . Sherlock's hand rested on one of Harry's breasts 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2727.html?thread=5254567#t5254567 Calixtevread readsherlockharry sherlockharry readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn requitedlove learning kiss drunk confesslove het https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:8dd6e7e01efe/ He wants to show off that he’s loved and wanted in a way no one ever expected him to be. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=4577750#t4577750 Calixtev read readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn newrelationship establishedrelationship publicsex notcaught ily insecure flaunt gossip https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:3782d8aab28e/ Sherlock’s reduced caffeine intake. The disappearance of the nicotine binges. Lestrade’s fruitless drug bust of their flat. The dust collecting on the violin.Sherlock had taken all of his addictions and transferred their focus. To John. To sex. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2936790#t2936790 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn establishedrelationship sexaddiction addiction humor virgin sherlockvirgin https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:139a6555c032/ “Yes. I just picked the first one that caught my eye…” “A ha! See, if it catches your eye then I have to get it and wear it.” “Do I even want to ask why?” “Have you misplaces your powers of deduction?” “You want to catch my eye?” “ 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/2262.html?thread=2520022#t2520022 Calixtevread readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash scarf shopping https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:847afa16c613/ When he returned to the sitting room, Sherlock was still hidden behind the newspaper. “Uh, I’ve... finished the scarf.” No response. “And uh, well... here.” He held out the scarf to him 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://firiel44.livejournal.com/155551.html Calixtevread readgen gen readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash knit scarf friendship boredom https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:2e562a1e2d6f/ Sherlock starts to take jumpers straight out of John's drawer - wearing them two or three times, then folding and depositing them back into the drawer for an unsuspecting John to wear the next time he feels cold. Or goes out on a date with Sarah. 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=1164095#t1164095 Calixtevread readjohnsarah johnsarah readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn preslash hoarding sweater smelllikehim https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:ba5cecfa9aa3/ John can't help but wonder if Sherlock would kiss another person the way he kisses the card: eyes open and lips exaggeratedly pursed to maintain distance. He wonders if Sherlock has ever kissed anyone. He wonders if Sherlock would kiss him. Wait. What? 2011-09-28T02:55:36+00:00 http://sherlockbbc-fic.livejournal.com/575.html?thread=62527#t62527 Calixtevread readgen gen lipstick preslash readsherlockjohn sherlockjohn https://pinboard.in/u:Calixtev/b:7d3cfd772380/ This is cheesy, but how about a somewhat asexual Holmes who basically has never had sex because he sees no point in doing it. The kick? 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